Is it normal to experience reverse dysphoria?
I (AFAB) have been questioning my gender for more than a year. A couple of months ago I had accepted that I was non binary and I preferred using they/she pronouns, until I suddenly began to feel like I was a boy, even though I didn't want to be one. I thought this feeling would go away and that it was just a matter of time, but my dysphoria eventually got worse, so I had to accept it and started feeling more comfortable with he/they pronouns.
Yesterday morning I was feeling particularly gender euphoric, but a couple of hours later I felt like my dysphoria suddenly disappeared. Out of nowhere I started feeling like a girl, and now I feel like I'm experiencing some sort of "reverse dysphoria". Masculine or neutral terms make me feel weird and uncomfortable now, even though I feel like they fit me much better. If someone called me a non binary on social media, I would be fine with it, but if I imagine myself or look at my reflection I see a girl and those terms suddenly make me feel panick and anxiety. I feel some kind of urge to present feminine even though I hate it. Is reverse dysphoria a thing? Is it normal to shift genders and feel like you're a completely different person each time?