Is it normal to feel disgust after every time you eat?
A few details to go with my question: I was diagnosed with autism at the age of 11. I've always eaten faster than ~85% of the people around me (I finish my meals in 10 minutes). There are certain groups of foods I tend to avoid like the plague because I also have IBS and those foods trigger it and/or I can't get it past my nose without catching my sinuses on fire. I also deal with depression and high amounts of anxiety.
It doesn't matter what I eat, or the quantity I eat. I end up feeling like I should've left my stomach empty and feel like total shit after I eat. Things like wheat and peanuts tear my stomach up and are the worst offenders (even Chick-fil-A cannot escape this fate). Whenever I'm depressed or highly anxious I basically shut down, and it takes my appetite with it. I currently smoke a little weed to self-medicate and give my appetite a little kick, but I don't want to be doing this forever (I also vape nicotine, and I'm working on quitting that). What would you guys do to deal with this?