Is it normal to feel like i won't die
I have fears but the weird thing is I don't fear death because I feel like I won't die. I feel like if I refuse to die I won't die until I'm ready I want my death to be meaningful and somehow I feel like it will be. I feel like I know I won't die in some little accident I know my life won't go to waste. I also don't fear pain It's not that I like pain I just think there are worse things in life. My friend was going to get in a fight so I told him to try and get them to jump him instead of one person fighting. He said why what's wrong with you and I replied I would rather feel that pain then feel the shame of losing a one on one fight, this was something he thought was strange. And because I don't fear pain I feel like I won't lose a fight I feel like I might get beat up like crazy and that's okay because I will win the fight. I also feel like it would be impossible for me to die in a dumb street fight because I am going to die for a good reason and for someone. Is it weird to feel like I will win my fights in the future even if everyone doubts me and the logical bet would be on my opponent?