Is it normal to feel like there's something higher than me watching me

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Not to get in religious talk which I'm not religious by any means. But my mother and I were talking about my family and us and we've had many near death experiences me due to many suicide attempts 3 of them that should've for sure killed me. My mother she's has tried to kill herself countless times ending up not able to breathe on her own for like 2 weeks she's gotten in car accidents that oddly enough where minutes away from being fatal. My twin brother tried to kill himself ....when he was born he was very sick he had a brain surgery at 4 years old he had craniosynostosis My point is this can not just simply be fate can it? I feel as if there is something.. someone higher than me watching over my family and I it sounds crazy I know but bare with me. There's nothing special about me or my family just a one big dysfunctional family My oldest sister and my mother have always thought I was a reincarnation of my mothers real grandmother and my sisters great gradmother ever since I was little they say my great grandmother that I never met has the same eyes as me big brown eyes and when you look in mine you can see her tortured soul and when I was little they said I would recall certain memories that happend before I was born. Does anyone think this could be true or have been in a near death experience and lived with no explanation?

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  • mysistersshadow
    8 years ago

    I think its human nature to look for order in chaos. With so many ppl on the planet there have got to be even stranger stories than yours.

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  • flamer180
    8 years ago

    Try to think more positively about your life.

    It could be that your negative mentality is reflecting in your life and making it more likely for you to have these negative things happen to you.

    I believe in God myself, and my life is good :) It may not be the richest life ever, but our family is good with each other, and nothing bad usually ever happens to me.

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