Is it normal to feel nothing every day?
I've been battling with really bad depression for the past couple of years, but lately, it's been getting kinda worse. Like, I get up every day but I don't even feel sad anymore, I just don't even have the energy to be sad so I have this aching headache and sinking in my body that doesn't have any feelings if that makes sense. It's getting really draining because I can't pinpoint a specific thing that is making me feel this way and it's starting to really get in the way of my daily life. I used to feel sad and cry and think it was the worst thing but now I can't even cry without trying to because I just feel nothing. Like-everyday is the same and I just always disappoint myself with everything and then I just get even more numb and it's really exhausting and I feel tired and I always have a sinking feeling within me and like-I'm fine when I'm around people but then I just am alone and start to think and just melt into nothingness. Idk if that makes sense lol. But ugh I really just want it to all stop. Is this normal? If it's not, what do I do?