Is it normal to feel spiritually lost
Okay, so I was born and raised Baptist, went to church but until around 17 years old I realized I didn't give a crap about church, I was just going to make my family happy. So I joined the military, and never again set foot in a church, even tho I see the Chaplain every now and again just for some good old venting. I'm not here to bash on Christians, because I respect every religion in the world, but I just feel as if God doesn't give a crap about me.
So I continued to wander away from Christ and was stationed in Japan, where i was introduced to Buddhism, in which I've never been happier. But I still feel as if I'm missing something from wandering away from the church. Is this normal?