Is it normal to feel this way after 2 years?
2 years ago, I was assaulted at a party. Later on I pretended it didn't happen until a year had passed. I was diagnosed with major depression and anxiety disorder after I started counseling (pretty much only she knows). I took medication and was "ok" for a while. A couple months ago I went on vacation and stopped taking them (these ones aren't dangerous to start/stop taking). I don't want to take them but when I stopped I started getting awful anxiety and waves of depression. I think I'm getting PTSD but I'm not sure. I get vivid and weird flashbacks and I relive it at least once every night. I get illusions sometimes during the day but every night they're awful.
Is this normal to be having them NOW instead of before?
Is this PTSD?