Is it normal to feel uneasy seeing my favorite celebrity with her children?
It's kind of hard to explain, really. I understand that celebrities are public figures but also have private lives. We really don't know them and they don't know us. But for some reason, whenever I see my favorite actress post things about her child or something, I get a sour stomach and feel heartbroken. I also feel a sense of hurt when the child actress that she is in the TV show she's in with posts cute photos of them together on her instagram. I feel like I've been given the short stick in life, that these lucky kids get to be in a position I'd KILL to have. To live the life so many fans like me only dream of. It's never anything like her spouse, I'm okay with him. But her sons (and sometimes the nephews she has pics of on her instagram) and the little girl that plays her daughter just irk me! I know they are probably good kids, but I guess I resent them for getting to have her in their lives so intimately. I mean, i've met her a few times at photo ops at the fan conventions i've gone to, but its nowhere the same as really knowing her "for real". I've honestly been kept awake at night, have had crying fits, and just want to erase those photos out of my head after seeing them. I can't just unfollow her Instagram or Twitter, or else I'd miss out. I get this is unreasonable fandom, but I just get so shaken by it all. This is embarrassing to admit, so I feel like I really put myself out in a huge way.
(And no, I won't be saying who this actress is and what show she is from)