Is it normal to gamble all my money in 1 hour after pay day ?

You're obviously addicted to gambling, and any addiction is wrong. Certainly when it comes to gambling. It means that you can't handle the responsibility that comes with money.

Imagine one day you do win that million pounds. You're a winner then, are you? No, you're not if you take into concideration how much you spent on gambling before. All together that might be up to two or three million pounds. If you would not have spent that to gambling but saved it up you would have had that now. The real winner is always the gambling house.

Your wages should be more than enough to keep you alive if you wouldn't gamble. No need to commit crime and things like that, it only gets you in trouble.

I know gambling is fun, I once went to a casino myself for one evening. But altough you might win a couple of times, in the end you always lose. I was prepared for that when I went to the casino that evening and indeed I lost 50 euros. Didn't expect anything else, but at least I had fun. However, that was years ago and I never went back to the casino. I can still live with the 50 euros I lost back then, but I don't want to lose any more.

My advice is to search for help. The problem is obvious, gambling addiction happens quite a lot and it's nothing to be ashamed of. But you can get over it!

Get help. You have a problem.

Would you stop at 1 million pounds wouldn't you gamble that all away aswell.

Exhibit A: "iv"

Exhibit B: "fund my ever going eternal blaze"

Exhibit C: "all my wages in the bookies"

Your thread is suspect sir. Most suspect.

You gotta take every chance, what kinda person would you be if you didn't at least try. You only live once.