Is it normal to hate people of the same gender as you? (tl;dr below)
I'm female. I consider myself tomboyish. Whenever I meet other women that act feminine, I generally dislike them. I know that the way they are is NORMAL, but it always bugs me when I see a woman... Act like a woman.
This distaste for femininity has always been part of my life. As a child, I always told my older sister how much of a girl she was and how much I hated what she loved. I always disagreed with her. I always wanted to be stronger and cooler than her.
I connect more with men. I like to talk to men more than women because I find them funnier and in all honesty, more intelligent. The issue with that is is that when they find out that I'm female, they treat me differently. The respect I once had is lost. They either treat me like a delicate uwu or disregard me altogether. It's not fun.
These factors make it very hard for me to make friends. I dislike most of my gender and the opposite gender isn't interested in friendship. And I'm rambling.
TL;DR: I hate women who act like women and I prefer befriending men, which is difficult because I'm female.