Is it normal to hate your best friends?

Hi.So i have two best friends they've been friends before they met me and when we became friends i really loved them but now i realize i kinda...hate them? Hate is a strong word but your friends are suppossed to make you feel good ya know. Mine dont.lets call them V and Y. So once something bad happened in my life and i needed my friends to be there but they werent. V saw that i was upset and she is an attention seeker so she said something sad about herself and Y was with her when i needed a friend too.and both of them r such attention seekers like when they r upset im always there but when im upset noone cares and one more thing when im with Y she always seems bored and like she doesnt want to hang out with me but when V comes shes like a different person and im sure if she had to choose between me and Y she would DEFINETELY choose Y. and i just dont feel like they r my friends and im really bad at making friends so i cant just hang out with someone else. Is it normal? help