Is it normal to have a fear/paranoia of people dying?
I guess i've always had it, this sort of paranoia but i never really realized it until i started being scared of people dying...?
Like when my mom and brothers don't come back within and hour, i become extremely paranoid that they've been in a car crash and died and i haven't been told. The fear of someone dying, and me not being told. I immediately ring my dad and ask where she is because she isn't picking up her phone, and it has happened twice and i have been in trouble because my mom feels i'm too controlling/clingy when she is a full grown adult.
I also have it when i am crossing the road with friends, i always hold them with my arm because im scared they wont cross at the right time and get run over... I think that may be because i saw my best friend get run over and break a leg but i am very protective of people getting hurt and i have a paranoia of many things.
Is this a serious form of paranoia or is nothing to worry about?