Is it normal to have an obsession with practising piano?
It's kind of becoming to be a dependency. If I can't play piano when I feel like it I get jittery and sad and guilty that I'm not practising. I get really upset and feel like I'm wasting my time, if I can't practice.
That said, I basically practice all day long, randomly throughout the day. I can't skip days. It's almost a ritual each time. I'm really emotionally drained by the end of a practise session, but I really like practising anyway, more than my other pianist friends. I even find scales relaxing and meditative.
When I'm not practising, I'm reading books of blogs about it. Or I'm listening to music, probably the same music I'm playing. And I'd honestly rather stay home and practice than go out with family/go socialize.
I even feel like an outcast because all the other pianists/musicians I know either hate practising, or only moderately like it sometimes. Other than my piano teacher, none live for it or do it so much.
There are people who have passions, and there are people who really like piano. But is this a healthy kind of passion or obsession? Everyone I've talked to says it isn't, jokingly.