Is it normal to have anxiety as soon as i open my eyes in the morning

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I am About to turn 60 female married for 38 years ,two wonderful children both married , four beautiful grandchildren , my mother will be 90 in August I have what most would consider a wonderful life however I am plagued by severe depression for over 20 years I overthink , I feel lonely , I feel useless ,I have been on medication for 20 years, I have months where I feel wonderful but then the depression comes back , I cannot move I I cannot breath, all I think about is everyone in my family dying and me being lonely I feel that I am invisible I have a very menial job I got fired from a job and I love fulfilled me , right now as I sit here my body is shaking my chest is tightening up it is memorial day and I have nothing to do no reason to be awake I am not happy I see a therapist and I see a doctor for medication but something is not working again I always go back to the same thoughts of losing my mother the thoughts My purpose on this earth the thoughts of loneliness my children don't need me anymore.

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  • Goofyfoot
    7 years ago

    If you want to be cured of severe anxiety for good, try cannabis. I refused to take Xanax, but I did try Lexapro. Lexapro did relieve me, but I stilled suffered. I tried cannabis and was cured completely after the 3rd dose. (I smoked it, but you can eat it if you want)

    The only people who know what severe anxiety is are the people who have been through it. 16 years of suffering and I am anxiety free, thanks to cannabis. BTW...It has been approved for PTSD.

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    • Yeja
      7 years ago

      What state do you live in? Not sure here in florida

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