Is it normal to have constant urges to violently murder friends and family?
I get these “mood swings” a lot, since I was a child actually. They weren’t that bad back then, and I actually went to an anger management therapy for a good while growing up to help.
But I still get the urges. And it isn’t even sexual or anything, just people that tick me off, even my own mother… I just want to take an axe and hit them over and over again, not even in a funny or joking way though, like seriously hear them scream and beg me to stop but I won’t stop. I don’t think I would ever actually do it, but the resistance to do it is unbearable sometimes. Is it normal in a sense to have urges like bloody murder that you can barely control? Should I seek some kind of help or will I be put in an asylum?