Is it normal to have pillow sex
hello guys i am a girl and i have a prob that i can't stop doing i have Pillow sex with my pillow evrytime when my mom is'nt home a have pillow sex huming my pillow i am not in to boys yet i am good in school and i watch porn is that normal for a 12 year old to do that kind of stuff?The pillow addiction happened when i was 4 yrs old and now i can't stop doing it i hate it!!Can someone please help me oh i found a sex toy in my moms bed room when i was 7 yrs old can't u believe that!!It was pink and it had some kind of lotion in it i smelled it and it smelled gross!!Anywaysm back to the point my fist time watching porn was when i was 9 yrs old.I have to face fears but it is so hard to face i pray to good to help me stop the addiction do ppl doit too?I'm just wondering can u help me?And p.s. I'm cute but I WON'T HAVE REAL SEX TILL I'M MARRIED ITS IN THE BIBLE BYE AND GOD BLESS