Is it normal to have sexual fantasies of killing people?

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Hey everyone, i know the title is probably alarming but I just want to say, I WILL NOT HURT ANYONE or at least not yet...So for the past 5 years I have been on a depressive spiral, self harming and basically becoming a mess and i keep having deeply sexual fantasies of killing people. Its the only thing i can get off to anymore is thinking about gross violent stuff and mutilating another person. Is this like, normal? Please give me some advice or somethin

I wanna pin a random guy to a wall while walking down a street where no one will see us and i want to grind his face against the bricks until his flesh is ground down like he fell asleep on a sanding belt. I wanna throw him to the floor and stamp on his chest until it caves in and i wont stop until my foot is pressed against his exposed heart before i smash all of his teeth out by jumping on his face and i want to rip chunks of his hair out and carve his lips off his face, break all of his fingers and fuck his bloody, mutilated corpse

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  • Curiouskitten444
    2 years ago

    Once you accept that that is what turns you on and normalize it and know why youd never act on it, its fine. Its all perception.

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  • Somenormie
    2 years ago

    You sound not OK in the head.

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  • Sanara
    2 years ago

    You admit yourself you are mentally ill and I think your preferences would be less messed up if you weren't. Its still disturbing. I get that its not choice to feel that way and you have chosen not to hurt anyone, so good on that at least, its what distinguish you from a truly terrible person that deserves punishment.

    Hope you get better somehow and make sure you stick to your choice to not hurt someone. If you do you may get your life ruined by getting in prison, even if you no longer care for the morality part, but I think you are deep down good and just very mentally ill.

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    • coffeeDrinkingTrash
      2 years ago

      I tried to turn to my family for help but they just called me dramatic and edgy and I don’t know what else to do anymore. It feels comforting that someone here doesn't think I'm a freak at least, so thank you for not shaming me for something I can't help

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  • J_Beighbee
    2 years ago

    Not normal. Demonic. Repent and believe in Jesus Christ and you will be saved.

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    • S0UNDS_WEIRD
      2 years ago

      I know your intentions are well but I firmly believe that teaching mentally ill people to believe in entities we have no evidence for, whether they turn out to be real or not, is a bad idea. It sets them up to give in to their possible delusions despite having no evidence to support them.

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      • J_Beighbee
        2 years ago

        They are real, and there is One who has authority to drive them out. Not based on my word, opinion, or life experience, but the word of the living God. (And also, pursuant to that, my personal experience and witness that He is Truth and His word stands.)

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        • S0UNDS_WEIRD
          2 years ago

          Oh okay.

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  • my_life_my_way
    2 years ago

    Sure, go for it mate

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  • thepuppet
    2 years ago

    who voted yes..

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  • iMaNhEpPi
    2 years ago

    @police rn!

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  • Tingles18
    2 years ago

    Gosh, I guess your favorite porn genre is guro.

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    • coffeeDrinkingTrash
      2 years ago

      Is it that cartoon crap?

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    • coffeeDrinkingTrash
      2 years ago

      Whats guro

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      • Tingles18
        2 years ago

        Guro is, yeah, cartoon porn where the kink is literally mutilation.

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        • coffeeDrinkingTrash
          2 years ago

          Cartoon crap dont do it for me

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  • BleedingPain
    2 years ago

    I like getting off to the idea of torturing others, but thats it. All that demonic crap stays in my head

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  • Ghostface
    2 years ago

    damn this is hot

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  • Tinybird
    2 years ago

    In what way, shape or form did you ever think this is normal?

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  • raisinbran
    2 years ago

    The sexual component is not normal.

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  • 1WeirdGuy
    2 years ago

    Ive had violent fantasies never murderous. I cant do gore either.

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    • coffeeDrinkingTrash
      2 years ago

      I like...its fucked some of the things i think cause they get me so excited

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      • 1WeirdGuy
        2 years ago

        Do you go through fazes? Like you might get off to that for a while then you get off to something slightly different and it changes

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        • coffeeDrinkingTrash
          2 years ago

          Not really, i sometimes indulge in looking at autopsy photos or necro porn to numb the pain

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          • 1WeirdGuy
            2 years ago

            My shit switches up thankfully. I try not to let any fucked up doors open

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            • coffeeDrinkingTrash
              2 years ago

              I watch rape porn a fair amount. My brother sexually abused as a kid so maybe its just a coping thing but it freaks me out because i dont know if i should tell my doctor im worried i might hurt someone

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