Is it normal to have the desire to live for god but you just don't?
I love God and am SO thankful for all He has blessed me with through His grace. I know I owe everything to His son Jesus Christ for giving up His life for OUR sin. I can't express my gratitude for it, but I still find myself constantly sinning and justifying my sins on top of it. I also don't feel that repentful, if it makes sense I WANT to I just DONT. I want to glorify God through my EVERY action, thought and word but most of the time I just put it on the back burner and push away my desire for the temptation of wordly things. Anyone else feel like this? They WANT to be a Christian more than anything but dont feel as though they are.