Is it normal to having come up with such ideas and thoughts?

So if i had no chance anywhere to have either brief or long lasting hook ups with the opposite gender, i'd say my best bet is waiting long hours in dangerously narrow roads where fatal accidents most often happen and expect a bus full of people (including young ladies) so in the end of process i have access to newly female deceased corpses but the risk is if someone survives near the corpse i'm having acts with, i'm probably playing a dangerous game with a loaded gun which will get me locked pretty much until the last day of my life and if theres any divine being or god then i'm fucking trapped in furnace of flames pretty much forever until i repent, but i guess that sums it up.