Is it normal to keep these kinds of thoughts in secret?
When you figured out you dislike someone so much but that person perceives you as someone who can visit you without invitation, given that i'm a male, and it is extremely repulsive and disgusting to feel the house fill up with stench of a person of same gender but you just feel like you can't straight away tell a person not to visit anymore and even find it hard how to politely say to not visit anymore. To the point it angers you so much that you want to succeed in achieving his demise and the feeling that you'll feed yourself a relief from anger when you see his corpse laying down, without any signs of movement as it is mourned over by someone begging him to wake up but that satisfies you further. I've never been diagnosed with Psychopathy, so what all that aspergers diagnosis is about?