Is it normal to like reading sexual assault news stories?
Consent is important for me I have never had sex with any gf without her consent. Never sent unsolicited dick pick. I have never asked out complete strangers. Though I have made lewd comments to some women on dating apps when we matched. If a woman is not attracted to me I lose attraction to her as well. I will never force myself on a partner who doesn't give explicit consent
BUT
every few months when I come across a news story about sexual assault, a part of me feels sorry for the victim, but another part is very curious. Like... I want to know details of what happened. Half of it is morbid curiosity... but another the other half... I don't know... there is some... sexual appeal to it? If I ever saw sexual assault I would definitely stop it. But reading about it, imagining it is different... I don't know. Help