Is it normal to like spiders being extremely afraid of them?
I've ever been afraid of spiders, so much that I can't even stay close to them, or think of them when I'm in bed, because then I'd think that one of them could come down from the ceiling and walking on my face, and this would be a very uncomfortable situation! Despite this, I like them and when I see one, I'd like to take it in my hand and watch it closely. Is it normal?