Is it normal to like the feeling of peeing myself?
I have tried golden showers with my partner and it feels amazing, her golden warm nectar over my body. At this time of self isolation she is having to work away from home and I miss the feeling of her pee, so I decided that I would hold my bladder for as long as possible, until I could take no more. Then I peed myself, I enjoyed the feeling of it running over myour lap and down my legs. Since then, I hold my bladder for as long as possible and then I strip naked and lie in the bath showering myself with my pee.