Is it normal to not want a normal life?

Hi everyone,
I've been having problems with the duality of my life for the past 4 years now. IM a 20 year old male in the Infantry. I dont like to go out and party, dont drink, never had sex or a girlfriend (not homosexual) and I can never seem to relax in public. All I care about is my job and nothing else, absolutely nothing. Sometimes I've thought of starting a relationship with a girl, and I've had plenty of chances, but I'm convinced that a creature like myself will never be able to hold a relationship, or handle children, or do anything competently apart from pulling the trigger. It's like I'm at war with myself everyday. If I'm ever booted out of the armed forces, i will honestly end myself. My life just wont seem to have a purpose then. Any thoughts?

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73% Normal
Based on 37 votes (27 yes)
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  • joybird

    It's wonderful that you have found your dream job and I'm sure if you remain focused on it you will rise through the ranks!

    Don't worry about gfs and kids - you've plenty of time for that nonsense. Always remember that men in their 40s and 50s can still pick up gfs who are 20yo! I tell my son to enjoy his life and not to worry about women until he's much older. He's to live with me until he's about 60 and then take up with a young dolly bird to keep him young - well into his 80s!!

    ;o)

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  • PoooBah

    I always thought I was the only one in this position. ^_^ Its nice to know I have a shot at being normal. However, on a side note. While I have lived a very tame life, I yearn for adventure; I want to go somewhere with a purpose and do something amazing. But I doubt my dream will ever come to fruition.

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  • Shackleford96

    Maybe some lady might change your mind someday, you never know.

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  • A creature like yourself? How bad can you be? You need some excitement.

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