Is it normal to question god's existence?
Long story short, my family and I went to a holiday resort with a bunch of Christians, everybody was so nice and cheerful all the time even though they had family or money problems.
We watched a movie about religious things and it just really got me questioning my self and what I believe in.
My family recently converted into Christianity, we were Catholic before. It was amazing and interesting hearing people's stories about how God helped them through really hard and dire situations. I want to feel like I could rely on someone even though his not there in a physical form and talk to him about all my problems (God) however, I grew up watching Documentaries and shows about how the universe came to exist and basically I believed in the scientific side in how everything started.
I'm just really confused about how to feel like I believe in him and that his always there with me.
Did you guys grew up believing in him?
Or was it a choice you made in life?