Is it normal to run from my bedroom to my bathroom out of fear?
I have always wondered if other people do the same thing.
Every night, after I turn all the lights off, with the exception of one dim light in the middle of the house, it become pitch black (almost, anyway). I stay in my room with the lights on for about an hour or so before I shut everything off to sleep. RIGHT when I put my blanket over me, I have the feeling that my bladder is going to explode.
I have to RUSH to the bathroom, do my business and RUN back. All the time. I'm not even joking. On my way to the bathroom, I have to face the living room, which is as creepy as fuck. On my way to my bedroom, I have to face a long, dark hallway, which isn't as frightening as the living room, but still scary enough to make you shit bricks.
I always feel like someone or something is following me. No, my house is not haunted, I do not have ghosts or demons or any of that crap. I've even gotten my house checked. Nothing is there. But my walnut sized brain seems to think it's funny to trick me into shitting my pants(not that I've actually done that).
I dread waking up in the wee hours of the night with my bladder saying "As far as you know, I'm full. Go empty me."
I've even tried going to the bathroom before turning off all the lights, but I STILL have to go after I arrive at my room.
Anyway, This isn't about my douche brain or my sadistic bladder. is it normal to be afraid of running from the bedroom to the bathroom?