Is it normal to still cry over it?
So my Grandfather died around 5 years ago, I was 15 at the time of death. My parents were divorced and my mother worked full time so when I was a child my grandparents would take care of me during the day and all that until I was around 10. For the last few years of his life he suffered from dementia and Alzheimer's getting gradually worse until he no longer was able to take care of himself and was admitted to a carehome. I still sometimes will be lying in bed and I will look at a picture of him remembering the last time I saw him about a week before he died. About how he didn't at all recognise me and called me a liar when my mother told him I was his grandson, the memory of that day and the fact it was my last memory of him still can make me cry when I'm alone, so my question is. Has it been to long for me to still react like that? Or is it ok for a grown man to openly cry to himself over a death that happened 5 years ago.