Is it normal to think about it

Yes. "it" is an interesting concept when viewed from all the different angles and meanings. Although, I will admit to only once thinking about "it" and the various implications of how its various meanings affected my life.

We all have fucked up thoughts occasionally. If its legally dubious I would suggest not sharing. Dont know who lingers here

Can't say here

Depends on what those thoughts are and what “it” is that those thoughts are about.

You mean like the movie?

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I hope so

are you on drugs?