Is it normal to think about murdering a person over this?
For instance there's this same guy I don't want in my home at all and I make up a story for instance that we're leaving or we can't be visited due to illness and on the same day the chick is hypothetically about to visit me that same day and that same guy literally interprets it and just out of my paranoid delusion that he would tell her that and she in the end would decide not to come over, and then for instance I get a message from her "Your friend told me no one can come over so i'm going back" and then I get in fits of extreme rage and anger because of him, in addition along with his stink that i'll mercilessly knife stab him all over the body, just to make sure that all vital organs are severed or if i truly want stealth , which is possible, since he falls asleep quite easily while sitting so i could inject him with a lethal dose of potassium cyanide and sodium cyanide so it's game fucking over that there will never be a chance that he will ruin a meeting with someone i want.