Is it normal to think constantly about how i will die eventually?
So right now I'm a college student and I have so much ahead of me, but one day last month I saw an old lady walk past me, and I realized that one day, that would be me, and that I would die. Then I started to get really dizzy thinking about what's after death and how there will be NOTHING. I'm somewhat religious, but I know that nobody can possibly know if there's anything after death, and the concept of there being nothing is completely unfathomable. I don't ever want to get old or die, because I don't ever want there to be nothing. This keeps me up nights, thinking about how every minute I spend sleeping is a minute I'm not doing something that I won't be able to do when I'm dead, and I've had an eyelid twitch for the month since I first thought of this. Every time I think of it, I feel dizzy and sweaty and like I'm going to throw up.