Is it normal to think i'm not a psychopath?

I had this 'no violence' rammed down my throat by the police and the psychiatrist, deep down they think I'm a psychopath, when they claim it's schizophrenia that's the problem, it's very complicated as to what my problem is: I'm Asperger's and some Asperger's are violent people, like the man reported on the news with Asperger's and he killed a bunch of people in Great Britain, he's a psychopath, I wasn't born that way, I was born a non-psychopathic, non-violent, funny and nice person, how it got sour is when I misinterpreted what religious text meant, and trust me it's literal, before I read non-abusive non-violent I've done some psychopathic things, I used to yell at my mother but I stopped shortly afterwards, I wasn't a psychopath. My mental disorder is complicated, people think my religions and philosophies make me a psychopath, but it's not that simple, nor have I ever been violent or anti-social again thanks to correctly construing Tibetan Buddhism, people think I'm a bad person, but nowhere do I think I'm near a psychopath. I've done some crime, stole many drinks, even chocolate, but wasn't a psychopath. In fact since the absence of God all the psychopathy stopped, and I get medicated more on delay (they delay my medicine time) because I'm a sane person, a life of not stealing has helped, giving up illegalism has helped, my dad told me I'm a psychopath, but most of the people where I live are psychopaths (with different mental disorders of the criminally insane) and I'm there because I'm a criminal, it's as simple as that. All these criminals take brain medicine to stop them from getting violent, my medicines aren't about me being violent, but hearing voices, therefore I'm not a psychopath, nor am I schizophrenic, but the voices come from drugs and God telling me I'm not schizophrenic, not disabled, not autistic or Asperger's, I wasn't at the time, God doesn't lie, but he got angry with me and started hating on me later on when I stopped being humiliated at Australia, when I stopped getting offensive, stopped doing lust, etc etc, that's right Christians, God loves psychopaths, he's evil! Is that normal?

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  • BlindSpot

    When writing an essay you need to create separate paragraphs for different ideas.
    *Press Spacebar*

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    • nikkiclaire

      A spacebar will give you a space.

      For a paragraph hit *↩* twice.

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      • BlindSpot

        Touche :)

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  • IrishPotato

    You know what, this shit is unparagraphed and unorganized nonsense.

    I read you're violent and that's about it, there's no fucking excusing it and your mental retardation or assburgers or whatever you wanna call it doesn't fucking matter. Violence is retarded , no excuses.

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    • Hansberger

      That's not the point, and it's not an excuse, my original diagnosis is the best diagnosis, I didn't say I continued with the violence, I said the distinction from psychopathy which is a mental disorder and myself as not a mental disorder (e.g. I stopped all that) but thanks for helping me on that journey.

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      • IrishPotato

        You're welcome, I think.

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        • Hansberger

          I have what you call homeostasis which is the internal equilibrium of happiness and calm (look it up), so when a doctor tries to 'cure' me or even thinks I have schizophrenia, or Asperger's, I'll say, "I'm none of that, you can't cure me, I have homeostasis!". :)

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          • IrishPotato

            Must be driving them crazy then.

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