Is it normal to think i'm sane?
Not sure if it's normal. I'm extremely sane, the doctor decided my behavior's OK and can't be bothered treating me anymore, in fact I haven't had brain medicine for a long time. The only cure for any disorders left is for me to stop getting nervous, the drugs don't fix the problem in itself. It's apparently normal to be drug-free to the point where you don't take medicinal drugs. And this should be taught in schools, any drugs shouldn't be catered to, no exceptions, no special pleading, drugs are bad means all drugs are bad, it doesn't mean medicinal drugs are good, watch 'Dumb and Dumber' dumbass! Pills are not good, that's the message. I personally don't watch television, when I don't do something I never once do it if it was a fun thing to do, not once! I never make arguments, I only reason, or otherwise use the alternative. I jumped from one extreme to the other, from ignorance as to what an assault is to knowing what an assault is. People must think I'm crazy, I'm not, not in a good way either, not one atom of crazy. It's even gone to the point where there's no cure for my religion. No one wants to cure my religion. And no one wants to cure my weirdness. That's why I'm extremely sane and I don't need sanity as the label for what I'm doing, I'm simply smart and that's sane enough. There are no non-sane smart people, sane simply means "having a good mind". My condition isn't psychological, there's no label for it, it's completely unique. When I have dreams in my sleep they always involve me as not a normal person but a complete individual, which is OK. I'm not abnormal, but unusual. Normal people are begging for their own way, well they're not going to get it because there's nothing wrong with me. I don't need to change my mood. Has anyone ever stopped to think that maybe I'm in a good mood? Maybe my lack of enjoyment isn't troublesome? If I'm the only one living in the toilet it's my belief that pleasures like a bed or a cosy house or luxury are rubbish. I can sleep in the bin and class it as better than any pleasure, it's not a sickness. And by the way the doctor decided that it's up to me, no one else, no doctor to decide when I take any medicine, and that's it. No nurse can decide, no expert, no normal person, I can do whatever I want. My social skills are great, demanding, and also effective, they force you to want to listen. My behavior's to be taken lightly, not heavily, not to be taken in an atom of horror in any way. It's not serious, I'm so sane I don't need a mind, I don't need to learn, I don't need to listen and I don't need to think. Has anyone heard of the saying "stand up for what you believe in"? That also includes beliefs and also weird ones you just made up, including my own. My beliefs are a lot harder than people think, in fact, my beliefs are laid out around this fashion: if you're sane you're sane, and that doesn't mean you're good, if you're normal it means you're an exact replica of everyone else, drinking coffee and eating pancakes like everyone else is normal, and so forth. Therefore my diet made me this way. It's good for the brain, feelings and body. There are no souls and spirits, there are religions, and religions aren't true, I just use them to summon the opposite of Christianity. Nor should any gods exist, but we need to believe they exist in case we go to hell. A sane religion? There's no sane religion, it's insane to the point where the ones who stop religion that causes pain are rare. Jesus is therefore a fool, literally a fool, and any pro-fool beliefs I'm not part of. I'm merely part of anti-wisdom, and hate anti-intelligence in any form, and there are a lot of anti-geniuses around and I hate anti-genius. I even hate anti-supergenius. I hate all forms of anti-intelligence, even the anti-clever. I'm anti-stupid and an anti-fool, even anti-silly. Anti-insult, anti-Christian, anti-Australian, and pro-American. I reject moral law, I reject politeness, I reject anti-evil (I'm pro-evil), I reject the stupidity and its rejection of education in morality, in fact morality is anti-intellectual, therefore kindness and charm is anti-intellectual, I don't care for any of it, I only care about my own rules. I stand up for what I believe in even if it was extremely impolite, bold, extreme, daring, and dangerous. Even if it was atheistic I dare to think it's OK. Many a time I had the temptation to act like an atheist and pretend that it's normal, but really I'm an atheist, no gods exist, I just believe they exist. I don't give a shit what people think, I only care about your brain, not your kindness, not that you're good, not the absence of a sexual crime, not that you're popular, I like analysing your brain and calling it intelligent, the brain is all I care about, I don't give a shit about what's good, just the intelligence. Is any of this normal?