Is it normal to think that i'm an actual scapegoat for humiliation here?
I suppose it's pretty normal to speculate that by mere name of the website you can say that the forums breed quite a bit of sub-intellectual massive edge lords fueling each others ego to try and target a bigger and stronger elephant with little adherence in process. I've never seen this massive scapegoat of typical people for insecurities of their own serious mental illness.