Is it normal to torture my beloved cat?
Is it normal to hurt my cats? I love my cats but when I got the younger female cat, she always begging for food and meows at me, I have this weird feeling to torture her, It started when I put her inside a box for few minuted just to hear her crying, Tbh it satisfied me. I began to put her inside a bag and put a pillow until she passed out crying. it really satisfied me but im so worried of myself. Im not a violent person in my entire life until I met this cat.