Is it normal to touch your cousin that is a girl
it was at nite. when i was 16 years old and my cousin was 12 year old i touched her. We went to the lake with fam when i sat down on a chair and put my cousin on my lap. i put my hands what i thought was her stomach but i thought it was down there, so i asked her is it on her stomach she said yes. trust me it was down there and so i just left my hands on her gouch and didnt care i acted like i fell asleep she was asllep i think and i started going a lil lower and rubbing i think she liked it. so after 30 mins. i got up and she did to. i asked her if she wants to go on a walk she said ya.So we go by this fence i sit down and lean on oit while she sits on my lap. I started to get horny. so right when she sat down i started touching her. i kept asking if it felt good the lower i went then i got to the end of her vagina and i asked she said it felt werid so i stopped and put some music on and i aplogize 100s of times and she said is fine dont worry about it. so then she started going aasleep i think and i started doing it agian and i did it for like 30 mins. then she woke up and i asked if she will tell anyone and she said diffently no. because mine and her parents would kill me. i asked her how it felt and did u like it she would answer she said she didnt want to talk aboiut it. but when i asked if she had fumn hanging out with me she said yes being really happy. Did she like it? DO i ruin her life like scarred for life or did she afraid of me? did i do something very bad?