Is it normal to wake up in a dream with a musical rhythm in my head?
I am 34 and I like music very much. Alternative Rock is my favorite genre but I like other genres as well. But my life with Music have been limited to enjoy listening to music only (i.e I didn't capture myself being a musician). Things have changed since 2 years when I begun to wake up in a dream with a rhythm. Or, I hear it when I am doing something else(like under a shower, working in the street, reading a book, playing a computer game, doing a workout, etc).Is it normal to hear music in one's head or I am loosing my head!??? What can I do? Go in music so that I can let these voices out? Actually, I feel like my head is full of songs cuz I hear little voices in my head telling me "Hey! I am a song, sing me! Sing me". I will not let you breath, until you sing me..hahahhaa...And then another opposite voice, tells me "wait boy! music? you???!!! ahhahaa...No way! The career you have developed so far can't live together with music, and I will not let you destroy your career for music! Do you hear me! hahahaa". This is the dilemma that I am in and I can tell you that I feel like this dilemma is still growing day by day.Is it normal to have this kind of growing dilemma!!?? What can I do to free myself from this dilamma. It makes me insecure and uncomfortable? Destroy my current career? Build a new career in Music?