Is it normal to want the ability to squirt like a female?

I'm a male and have always wanted to squirt like a female ever since I found out about squirting. I believe the reason why I prefer squirting over male ejaculation is because girls are able to continuously squirt over and over again if they drink enough water whereas I’m only able to do it once. The sheer volume they can release, again, if they drink enough water, is also a turn on for me. I've already tried pissing as a substitute, but it just doesn't replace my desire of being able to squirt. I know that more than half the time there are no orgasms achieved through squirting, but I would still find it hot if I could squirt. And no this isn’t a troll post; I genuinely want the ability to squirt. Is this normal?