Is it normal to want to be in hospital?
I want to have an illness or be in an accident or something serious to make me end up in hospital.. Not for attention or anything. I just want to see who would show up and who would be worried about me. I want to know who actually cares.
And I also would like to pretend that I'm sleeping or unconscious so I can hear what people say to me when they think I can't hear them. I want to know what people really think of me.. If they actually care..
Is this normal?