Is it normal to want to die so easily?
I seem to never do or say anything right. Everyone always tells me I'm wrong. I do and say everything without thinking, and when I go back and try to understand what is wrong, I have to take a long time to think about it.
And because every 30 minutes throughout my day someone is telling me I'm wrong about something, I literally just want to die. If I can never be correct, what use am I to the world? If I can't do anything right then why am I bothering to live? I feel embarrassed for myself and I would be better off dead since everyone makes me feel useless and I'm a pretty stupid person.
I am educated and graduated and all that...but it's like the older I get (in my 30s now) I feel like my brain is deteriorating and I'm just losing the ability to comprehend anything.