Is it normal to want to have a disabillity/ illness?
Like I don't want to die or something but for some reason I want to get a disabillity or an illness. I am pretty sure I don't want it for attention, since I don't like attracting attention. I have been searching ways to get cancer/ blind myself/ get epilepsy. If you say that I want that only because I haven't experienced it, I will consider your opinion but I won't take it seriously.