Is it normal to want to hurt yourself?

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And I don't mean just in the typical s3lf h4rm way. I've had plenty of times where I thought about running in front of a train, falling of a building, etc. For example, I'll be casually cutting the leaves off a strawberry or cutting a nectarine and all of the sudden I get a giant urge to stab myself in the stomach. It's genuinely weird. In the moment I get a really big high but after the fact I just question myself. I'd never do these things, I'm not an idiot, but the desire to do so is super strong. I haven't cu7 myself since January but everytime I'm alone I get really excited and I want to but I don't and then the high comes down and I'm back to normal. When I used to do it, it was completely and utterly exhilarating. It's so strange, I know, but please give me your opinions

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  • 1WeirdGuy
    2 years ago

    I do thr same thing. When im getting socks out of my drawer theres two pistols in there and I always have the strange thought that nothing would stop me from just blowing my brains out with it. Its almost like a fear that I may become pocessed and do it

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