Is it normal to want to kill people?

Not trying to be funny or anything but you are a psychopath. Usually serial killers are psychopath they don't have or feel any emotions but they are great at faking them.

I have a feeling we're gonna see you on the news one day if you keep this up. :D

lol i cant believe i read the whole thing 0.0

You remind me of myself a lot. Especially a few years ago. I once spent three days hiding in a closet with my favorite knife, a pillow, blanket, and my cats. If anyone outside my family had opened that door, it would've gotten ugly pretty quick. I didn't shower because I was certain that some unspecified threat would notice the "moment of vulnerability" and take advantage of it.

It's not "normal" the way most people conceive of it, but I expect it's a lot more common than people would like to think. For every person who just up and kills someone there's probably five or six people like us; wanting, needing, considering, arguing with ourselves... some days feeling like it might be going away or isn't real and won't ever happen, and some days certain that it's all going to be over soon, that the jig will be up and we'll just lose all control, because ultimately, deep down inside... we want to. Even if we -do- feel empathy (as I do. Although, I had to learn to feel empathy for humans. It's taken some time.)

Good luck. If you want to talk some time feel free to PM me (if that's possible on this site. I just joined it.)

Also, no, you are not in fact a psychopath, or a sociopath, if you can empathize with animals. True psychopathy/sociopathy presents with inability to empathize, PERIOD. Not merely to empathize with one's own species. If you can experience empathy for ANY species, that part of your brain IS functional. There's just something else going on that's preventing you from feeling that way toward your own feelings. Quite frankly it's most likely psychological, just like it was with me. I just plain didn't see anything worthwhile about most people. And the honest truth is sometimes I still feel that way. But I've gotten better at seeing the valid truths that underly human existence, and seeing through peurile misunderstandings of youth, such as the idea that the human delusion of separateness from Nature is even possible, much less true.

Now I'm just rambling.

Want a hug? How can i put this i feel the way you do but in a different way i gave up on humanity a long time ago. But damn killing someone and urges? You have psychological problem

please please please get help... and the same goes to everyone who has commented above.

I highly suggest physiactric help. but on the other hand, if you get to a stage of no return, run to a different foreign country, you could be a torturer for their police or military, just not the taliban oh. God please!

I won't say it's normal, but you aren't alone in those thoughts. I'm not sure I'd actually follow through the act of killing someone, but I've definitely had vivid daydreams of doing so. I know what I would do and where I would go. Sometimes I get elated thinking about it. However, it's never about children or run-of-the-mill "normal" people, it's almost always about hookers or hobos or drug-addicts...think "American Psycho"

Whether normal or not, face it, you can't kill someone. There are laws, and you don't want to spend your life in prison. Hear me out here. You have a certain obsession with killing people, and it seems to be somewhat distressing. It is similar to how an anorexic person would obsess about food, or how a depressed person is consumed by sad thoughts. And when people have those types of obsessive thoughts, they get help, and they can make the thoughts go away.

There are laws I've wanted to break, too. I would love to go to the BMW dealership and drive away with a nice new car without paying. But I just can't. You need to accept the fact that you should not and cannot kill a person.

I think that the best thing you could do would be to go see a therapist immediately. The reason I say this is because it is not fair to you to have to live with these distressing thoughts that would have horrible consequences if you were to act on. You could talk to someone face-to-face, and they would not judge you or be able to stop you. It is the job of a psychologist to help you work through these tough kind of thoughts. I myself saw a therapist this summer, and it was great in a lot of ways. I honestly think everyone should go to a therapist once a week!

It may seem completely impossible for you to ever erase these types of thoughts, but it's worth a shot, right? I know that you don't want to right now, but you could lead a happier life, building gratifying relationships with others. You need to stop looking at other people as unimportant and inconsequential, and I seriously think the only way to do that would be to see a therapist.

But regardless, thinking about killing someone should not consume your thoughts so much! You are missing out on being truly happy just from eating a delicious cupcake, or reading a great book, or going for a hike. Think of all the other things you could be doing with your time!

Let me know what you think about this suggestion.

I could easly kill a person. but not an animal.

I'm fascinated with serial killers. 0_0 I feel that deep down, there is more to them than evil. But, I could be wrong I guess...

I've felt like this my whole life. It started with my older brother, I used to have dreams about killing him but didn't actually feel the urge to do it, sometimes I would just stare at him and imagine what smashing his head with an axe would feel like. As I grew older I started experimenting with any animal that was unlucky to cross my path... (neighbours cats, dogs, pets..etc) when I was 13 I had a fight with my oldest brother, he beat me and I stabbed him in the abdomen..there was blood everywhere and when my parents walked in our room they were shocked but it felt so good to me. An ambulance along with the police arrived at our home with a few minutes, I was arrested that day and ever since then, all I've done and all I want to do is hurt people and sometimes I just do it mindlessly. I want to build bombs and destroy as many lives as possible. This is all I am and will ever be, there is no place for me in society and I fucking hate your rules and regulations. As far as getting on in life, I don't even think about my future, almost as if I know there isn't one. I hope ISIS is hiring.

I feel the exactly same way....

I really hate every human in secret. I could kill just about anyone if I wanted to. However, not my direct family. It's also them who keep me from killing. It would be a shameful life for them ahead if I killed. Had I been an orphan, well, the streets would've been red for sure. Just go out and slice those fucked teens hanging and smoking about. Those stupid people who have a "purpose". Nobody has purpose on this world. Animals should have been the only ones. I could never kill an animal. I've always avoided stepping on ants, or killing flies, but humans? Dead.

At times I feel inside a very strong contempt for all other people around me. I have been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome after fifteen minutes of contact with a psychiatrist and my parent's stated observations towards them. What you describe as the urge of seeking an excuse to kill, is something that comes close to how I tend to think. I have always had a fixation on hemophagy and death. The concept of "blood lust" could be used to best describe the urges I get. In so far as the urge to kill, I sometimes cannot take my mind off of homicide. I am estranged from my Mother and older Sister because of repeated bad behavior. They kicked me out just this past month. I feign interest in others and often do not care about their emotional condition so long as they serve me in some way or if my needs and desires are met. I like to be obeyed by others, even for the smallest things. Though I often come across as calm and collected I often become filled with much rage that I internalize. I role-play online as a monster that has a goal to genocide the human race which takes some of the edge off of my urges. I don't dream to my knowledge so I don't share the experience of having a stranger to kill with. I like to think that I am a nice and easygoing person but I am a political bully. I get a lot of amusement from trolling online. This urge of mine is not justified by embitterment but a true feeling of enjoyment at the thought of many victims. Unlike you, age is not a factor that restricts my desire. As long as someone gets hurt or is ruined in some way I feel a giddy feeling. I know I am a sadist. I often do things for others for the sake of gaining trust. I often want to hurt people who I am nice to. The thought of simply targeting and killing a variety of different people sexually arouses me. Many people have called me "crazy" or "psycho" but I just shrug it off. I've been accused of being a sociopath by people that would know better even amongst close friends. I doubt that I really am one. As overpowering as the urge to kill may be I have sought for some time to seek a different path for the sake of finding adjustment. I have been ignoring my girlfriend for months. I've been using depression as an excuse despite losing interest in our so-called relationship. I couldn't care less about her. Sometimes I fantasize about killing her too. I've always attached some tangible value to individuals and even family members. Friends are like cards in a deck.

I've kind of the same. The urge to kill is sometimes very strong! The urge to stab someone in the hearth with a knife. I'd like the sound of killing someone and felt kind of proud when i told a close friend of mine about my killing fantasies. Sometimes i fantasise about being a famous serial killer and everybody is talking about and scared of me but don't know my true identity. I don't like to torture someone or harm a person. Just killing. Also I have sexual feelings, so I don't think of a socio/psychopath about myself. I fantasise about getting rid of the evidence, stalking, talking to the victim. The only thing that stoped me to kill is the possibility to get cought.

Yes it is. I had the same problem. I joined the army just to kill people. Not alone.

kill me, take me hostage and shoot me in the side or back of me head!

You know, it's really nice to know that there are other people on here that are just as messed up as I am.

You probably have Antisocial Personality Disorder, I.e., a sociopath. I suspect myself as having the same thing. I frequently have urges to kill, but I control it through writing. I incorporate my dark thoughts into my book. I haven't killed anyone because of this, but I feel myself slipping. You are most likely a "malevolent antisocial," which includes paranoia and sadistic tendencies.

First off to Slytheringirl, I'm female. Some of these comments amuse me deeply, I would get help, but I really don't want to change. Had another dream where that random guy who appears killed one of my best friends and I didn't give a damn. The urges aren't there much anymore, but every now and again they'll occupy my mind for a while. Most commonly after something in the world piques my interest.

DUDE. COME ON!! maybe you've been watching too much SAW movies. BUT DUDE, JUST NEVER GIVE IN TO THIS CRAP... Keep it an urge until you get help

OMG!!!!! Lmfao, This is one of a kind fucked up story i ever came across to read. Can you say death row, because that is going to be your biggest sentence in jail. Go get help before you actully do kill someone. If they don't find out what you about to do to them, and off your ass first.

I think I'm at the stage you are... I don't know if I should tell someone, part of me knows that it is wrong, but the other part of me gets excited at the prospect. I know that, if given the chance I would take a life, no remorse or hesitation. We all have to die sometime right...

I have two 3 words for you. You're fucked up.
Please go to a doctor before you actually do kill someone.

Same but i just read the title

If I ever gave in to this urge and killed someone or more than one person, I'd hope they were never found, I'd be happy as long as they're never discovered. I've got a few ideas on how to keep them forever hidden, but I'm not going to tell anyone, because that'd just be silly :p.

Yeah ive had this want before too. But it's usually fueled by anger only. I as well hold animals at a higher regard than humans, but humans are a disgusting waste of space anyhow. Most of them at least.

Sucks how we can't get away from getting rid of the scum that inhabits this earth, really.

I'd have to say I can count on just two hands of the people I wouldn't care if they died. The rest can drop off the end of the earth for all I care.

Ohhh... I've heard of that before--- from my..frrrieeennd *lie*.
(let's be real...honestly there's no friend it's just me..... I want to slam a sludge hammer on someone's knee...or simply..."I want to murder"..., it's insane but, Now that I know what it is I can joke about it.
Ever heard of *pure O* ?..,
It's a sort of OCD that makes you want to kill..) there's no record on someone accually acting out on the compulsions but, there's the famous "SNAPING" That you'll bump into very often when seeing ppl with "pure O" ...(I'll explain somewhere down there)

I acted out on it...(for experiment) Just took a bunch of puppies and smashed their heads on the floor one by one until I was sure they we're dead... But what came out of me was a huge feeling of peace and insane laughting ..my friend who was there...stared and called me a "crazy nugut" but since it was done as an experiment to try to figure out wtf was wrong with me..she ended up laughing too *and said it's because I laughted first*... But latter came terrible crying.... (Yeah I know, I was crying because I thought they were still alive)..but after further experiment we found out that I only felt guilt on animals especially dogs, and I would get hypnotised by hamsters.).. (Haha).

It also goes for the "snapping" (Yeah!)... Basically it's just loosing it for a while and ending up chasing after your little sister with a hatchet and laughing your head off 'as an eg-henhen..(I'm innocent I swear...!').. But nah, you snap out and laught, then freak out that you almost comited a Crime..heck I already did!--*attempted murder* lol I should shut up now.
It happenes a total of 3 time a year...but other than the snaps,I'd just get constant urges and only hesite.. 'Good thing I have self control'... But there are the time's when you go hight wire... And kill, kill, kill.. So yeah that's one of the biggest issue so far.. Most of the time I'd lash out at myself like an animal and run into wall over and over again with the idea of hurting myself...(that's what happens when you hold back on killing someone else).. Or trying to cutt myself with siccorse or hold knifes up to my rists to fill my insane desires.. Before I was afraid to cut myself.. But then.. I didn't matter it was a choice between me or them (lol, no biggie)...

Idk, if you think it's weird that I'm making a joke out of my problems... But recently I've learned that the more you worry or try to stop it the more it come's.. And you start to get frequent anxiety attack everywhere,,, (and I mean everywhere)..You constantly start to shake for no reason and pass out or just go numb...... (Don't go through stress or you'll pass out...!!!)...
And getting mad.. Ha! Have you ever felt possessed before?.. When your about to cry... Your hands are up about to stab... How the heck did I not feel it raise up?.. Idk... But I was smilling at that time while my stupid classmates were fleeing the class like tiny little ants ( if I didn't pass out I would've made jam out of all of em)..(I creep myself out..) "don't worry your not possesed it's just the OCD"...

I think the first time I ever snaped was 3years ago... (Btw: someone with "pure O" can go years without saying a word or speaking out ..if you ask why I'm typing and not locked up in an asylum)...
So,..3 years ago.. I was sitting down drawing at about 2:-----something in the morning...(it happens often Ok!... You try sleeping with paranoia).
I kept feeling like I was being watched...it got so bad that i started to shake *anxiety* (sound familiar...the shaking is very common).... That's when I was sure something was watching me ...and then I just started laughing like a creep... But I didn't feel anything at that moment... It wasn't joy, nor fear,, it just felt like laughing without having control on how to stop but, for no apparent reason.... Then it just stoped... I sat there like "wtf just happened?".. And kept Drawing like nothing happened. A few minutes after a was settled and calmer... I got up and ran to the bathroom to splashed water on my face---I Took one look in the mirror and I never felt more unsettled in my life to see a wide grin on my face... I got out the bathroom as fast as I could and curled up in a corner and kept repeating to myself "Its nothing".. I didn't even dare touch my face... Until my mom's door opened and I snaped---not quite into my senses but more like snaped back into insanity. My face went into a stone face when she walked out the door and I emediatly started to grin when she turned to me... She asked if everything was ok. And I responded "yeah why?" with a bright smile... She stared for a few seconds (probably to ask why I was in the corner)... And then left to go to the bathroom...
And for some stupid reason.. I went around the Hall (so she wouldn't see me) to get a knife then waited for her to walk out the bathroom next to the opening to-----I don't have to include why---...
But as quickly a I heard the tap water open I snaped out back to my senses... Almost screamed but I quickly placed that knife back and awkwardly went back to my drawing... And decided to forget about it.. Until I had to get it off my chest so I told one of my closet friend.. And we laughted it out...

(I've learned that the best way to deal with this is to let it be and laught it out of you.. And you'll have some what more control on it...
Getting stressed will only affect your sane very badly.)

Hope this helped.

it is not normal, the urge to kill may be the urge to die.....i too think of killing people for no reason and then just smile a bit and move onn....i feel lke killing someone and crying for them ...i dont know why

I feel the same like you,most of the time even I feel the same feeling

Read a lot of these... some of it is mindless drivel, like most unfulfilled words of closet wannabe powerful people. To even find this question, killing must have been on our minds as this sea of information is vast. There is no such thing as normal it's just a perception placed upon people to get them to behave in a way favorable to least amount of resistance or uproar. Like someone said, once you become freed from morality and this sense of right and wrong, they're all just bullshit words you can live without so much internal conflict. I still Amat the beginning stage and might live my whole life at that stage

Don't worry i'm pretty sure your fine. I daydream about killing people all the time lol. It's fine as long as you don't do it. Or even if you do end up doing it, it doesn't matter! They were going to die anyways lol! People die all the time. And i'd be happy if sombody killed me or tortured me to death. So I don't see what's wrong with killing people at all. And that is why I say that you are perfectly normal. :D

Don't worry i'm pretty sure your fine. I daydream about killing people all the time lol. I start off with my family (you always start with the family) I drug their food with sleeping pills. I take a knife and saw off their heads while they sleep. Then I sew their eyes open and sew their mouths shut. And then I sew their intestines to their heads and let them hang from the ceiling. For the rest of their bodies, to stop them from stinking, I put them in trashbags and put them in the closet. My next target is one of my neighbors. I'm not sure which one yet, but they'll get the pleasure of being tortured to death. I tie them up to a chair and gag them and whisper in their ear, "don't worry i'll kill you nice and slowly.” I stroke their hair and wipe away their tears. I take my knife and gently scrape it against their cheek. The blood beautifully strolls down their cheek. (I just decided, it'll be a girl, I like their screams more than a guy's) I take some salt and sprinkle it in one of her eyes. Then I pluck that eye out and put in her mouth. I sew the mouth shut. Then I tell her while stroking her hair, "That'll be your dinner, now eat up or you'll be punished.” I take a break from the torture because I don't want her to break yet. While I give her a break, I go to see my crush. I sit behind a bush and watch him closely. (He's so cute by the way) I see him hanging out with that stupid bitch again. She's all over him. I'll kill that stupid bitch and make her cry. She will regret trying to steal MY man! I imediatly lose all intrest in the woman I was torturing. (she starves to death lol) So it's night now. I go to that bitch's house with my axe in hand. I quietly creak open the door as I tiptoe up the stairs. I find her room and crack the door. She's sleeping peacfully in her bed, but not for long lol. I take my axe and slash her repeatedly until she is dead. I scream at her to stay away from my man. I laugh maniacally as her blood sprays all over me. Her parents wake up and scream as they see me hold her severed head. They call the police and I am arrested. I trial for insanity and stay at an insane asylem. And there I am cured of my insanity. The end. I think it's missing somthing tho :( Mabey I should kill more people first and then kill that stupid bitch. Well anyways, you see? It's fine as long as you don't do it. Or even if you do end up doing it, it doesn't matter! They were going to die anyways lol! People die all the time. And i'd be happy if sombody killed me or tortured me to death. So I don't see what's wrong with killing people at all. And that is why I conclude that you are perfectly normal. :D

I didn't take the time to read your whole statement, but yes, humanity sucks, so whenever someone perishes, I feel a sense of pride.

I feel the same

i can't believe there is someone out there exactly like me. i've always had the urge to kill someone, i have dreams of stabbing people. i've always had to fake my feelings and i never truly feel any emotion. i'm very good at faking them. i can fake cry and fake everything. i'm not a psychopath, but a sociopath. i've never told anyone this but here it is. i've also held the life of animals higher than humans. i could never hurt an animal. i am vegan for fucks sake. i hate humans. i wish we were all extinct. even me and my family. i love my family dearly, and we are all very close, but i still have to fake everything. i've experienced love once at an early age, but i can never feel it anymore. i actually love it though. i'm also weird with friends. everyone always talks about how they love their friends and couldn't ever imagine losing them, but i am not like that at all. my friends are just there. i don't need them and i definitely don't care about them all to much. i could be alone forever and feel perfectly fine about it. i love being alone actually. also, i had never ending urges to kill someone. it doesn't have to be someone in particular but i just NEED it. i would rather kill someone that has killed someone in there life to kind of "make it right." i don't really care if it makes it right i just would rather kill someone that's not innocent than someone innocent. i don't know what i have wrong with me, but it's there. i usually just go to a website called bestgore and see all of the gore there to kind of surpress it. anger does make the urges way worse, but they are always there. now to religion. i lie and say that i believe in a god bc i don't want to look strange. i don't want to be found. i like being hidden, it actually makes me laugh because no one knows anything that's dark around me. it's kind of funny. i've never told anyone that i know and i don't plan on it ever getting out. but you guys don't know me, my identity is hidden, and i have a false email on this website. it's very enlightening to find people exactly like me.

I don't usually fantasize about killing people, but I do often get the urge to pluck peoples eyeballs out. nothing more, nothing less, just eyeballs with my two index fingers. there's just something so satisfying about the pop of another person eyeballs on your finger tips. Am i normal for this?

Looking at this post it sounds exactly like something i'd write except for the fact that i'd hesitate to kill family or friends or little kids and old people , some times i even consider eating my family and just decorating the house with their organs and blood. I honestly love the thought of the looks of terror on their faces when i slowly pull out their organs as they watch, their crying faces make me so happy, and yet i haven't harmed them. Every single day i wish that someone would break into my school, like one of those school shooters just so i could kill them, i dream daily about taking apart my friends and family and i find it very normal. also animal life's don't really concern me, but if they died their body would smell so i try not to keep pets also for the reason of just wanting to hurt animals for no reasons.

Im gonna be real here. I feel the exact same way. I dont show much emotion towards people. I dont like to talk to anyone unless they approach me. I dont care who, friend or family, child old person im 100% ok with killing them. Im not okay with hurting animals btw. I know its not normal but i kinda like having these thoughts; it makes me happy unlike alot of things. Ive also suffered through depression. These thoughts have roamed my mind everyday for 2 years yet nothings changed. Both of us need to get help before something drastic happens.

I feel the exact same way. I would like to kill a few people that have caused me pain. I already have someone willing to sell me a Glock 34 and Kel Tec RFB. I might buy them. I don't really get that mad. I just get annoyed, depressed, or suicidal. I'm never truly happy. I want to kill him so badly. He has caused me too much pain. Every time I see him smile, I just want to find him and kill him. I want to cause him the same amount of pain he caused me. I wouldn't mind killing other people too. I could kill a thousand people and be fine. I am emotionally blind after everything I've been through. My end goal in life is to end all of humanity. When we all die, it will be by my hand

NOT wanting to kill someone is unnatural because It's natural human instinct.It actually shows that you are not a ''System slave'' or whatever you guys call it.

Get a punching bag, or go to the range. You have no idea how much it helped it me. I used to fight people just to try and kill them, and then I was jumped and I had to. It's a life changing thing. You ma

I'll ill you myself, barehanded. meet me - anytime, anyplace

Its definitely instinctual to want to kill..like that one guy said earlier there is a genetic predisposition in people if they come from a warrring or blood mongering heritage. Nuture also plays a huge role..if your specifically delt a bad hand and come from extreme poverty or abuse, you will turn to crime or violence or hard drugs to find a way out. What must be realised is that we as a species have bloody roots. 'Civilisation' as we know it ..i.e your lazy boy and iphone, were made possible by imperialism and genocides of culture through war and conquest. If you read history at all it was violence that shaped america. We are a inherently flawed species, however cooperation as a species has proven to be benefical to our survival. Or else murder would be socially acceptable still..keep in mind they used to lynch people for stealing a loaf of bread..and still commit such ridiculous 'punishments of law' in the less conscious or evolved parts of the world..yes certain sectors of the populace are more evolved. Man created wrong and right so that he could save his own skin from himself. Morality is a man made concept. And thank god for it or we would live in a world where hitler, attila the hun, or ghengis khans offspring would rule and you wouldnt get to enjoy you starbucks frappacino. Also ludicrous notions of 'personality disorders' and other concepts created by the pharmaceutical industry to make money on peoples emotions are for suckers to believe in. Guess what your human, your weak, and your emotional, thats normal. And so are violent urges. Fuck people we are a plague on mother earth but my advice would be to appreciate the good, read some zen or eastern philosophy and mysticism, take up smoking or trying cannabis and definitely try psychoactive mushrooms they will open your mind and purge the demon inside, it is this violent 'taking demon' that the aboriginals saw existed greater in the white and spanish conqueres of north america. It is this demon we all must purge in our selves. And is the goal and striving path in life to reach enlightenment. And for the people or guy who hurts there defensless dog or pet that is truly despicable and you are a coward. Violence, which includes murder, is only necessary if it prevents more murder, or is in self defense. And for all the people on this thread who want to follow there urge to kill, make yourself useful and head to capitol hill for the last presidential debate instead of targeting randoms that wont lead this country further down the toilet.

there are no 'enemies' only deranged people like yourself, everyone in a state of self-decay and being so it makes everything around them suck or 'toxic' that's why you feel this way. you're fed up with 'high expectations' yet your life doesn't deliver. point blank. if you really feel the need, just fucking do it! I\m fed up with idiots all around saying it's bad or high risk or consequences, there should be an army of deranged people that just kill everyone in their path, maybe then all this dreaming retards will wake the fuck up and realise that waiting and talking shit means nothing. you either do it or you;re done! GOOD LUCK!

Idk if this is normal but i feel exactly the same way(well almost)

I agree entirely, but I'd gladly kill any animals, too. The only thing I want right now is to kill some bitches.

it is not normal but it is something you an have fun with to but be careful of emotions you dont want to have many but not totally devoid of them since it will be extremely difficult to fake without having felt anything. you do need to stay in control of you dont want to kill yet manipulate someone see how good you are and perfect it then you can work up from there. just play with power but try to aviod minipulating people you feel for at first weather it is a good or bad feeling. if you meet another psychopath see if you two can work together for fun but if their emotions get in the way burn them or just get away. there is nothing wrong with you for you are better than a normal and can potentaly control them dont take pills to reduce your power and you dont need help. DO NOT kill rashly or in anger plan first pick a target no one will care about follow them around for a few days dont pick a nice girl that people like pick some homeless person that no one knows exsists and dispise of all evedence just be very careful and you will be suprised how easy it is to get away from it expecily in a large city like new york, if you are not sure stick with minipulation if you become good enough maby you dont need to kill them. control the info make sure that if someone finds out no one will believe them especially for your first few times. and two most important things DO NOT GET CAUGHT and HAVE FUN.

Yes...just yes honestly I don't know if this is real but you just described me I mean I handle it in a few different ways to stop myself but yes. I was actually struggling with it now so I looked up why the fuck do I wanna kill people and why and I ok with it but yea I understand.

why dont you just do something youve always wanted to? it seems like you are holding it back. I often get this moments where i just want to throw it all off the table so fuck it Ill just do it. Switch the enviroment bro, a different variable will change the result of the equation.

exept for the dream,that is exactly me

I am pretty shocked to meet someone that shares the same urges as me. i have around the same thing as you, like from staying on guard practically anytime of the day ( unless with my significant other). I dont have those dreams of someone teaching me how to kill, but just today i was sleeping in class, my friend was like dude, why are you twitching so much. I was having a dream about fighting someone. I also sometimes wish someone would break into my house so i can kill or at least break some bones.
My urges are randomized, but they usually happen in the afternoon. One minute i can be sitting down singing with my bros, the next i am staring at a table dreaming of bashing someones head in with that.
Im sure the both of us or any other people like us can get through this.

I feel almost the same way. It was like reading something I've written, like you have taken the thoughts from my mind. Scary.

I would only kill a person if they were a. Michael Myers b. Jason Voorhees c. Freddy Kruger d. The animatronics e. Leather Face f. Candy man g. Bloody Mary h. Jigsaw killer in Saw I. Smiley I did it for the lulz j. Billy the puppet k. Chunky l. The leprechaun m. Hell raiser or pinnhead n. Scream o. Slender man p. Stitches and those are the movies/games for the movies ill be saying RIGHT BEHIND YOU BRAH!!!!!!

just realised my caps are on ha !

Oh this is fun. The opinions of all these humans... I love it. I love to see people point people into the directions of psychiatry hahaha... Yeah, well half of these people if not more want to kill people too. Yet we're all crazy ;)

Dude,
I don't know how old this post is or how this site works but I have to say,
I am a female by the way, I can relate very much to how you feel in regards to this, I've always known that I could kill/torture people and not really feel much remorse, although for me it would have to be a truly bad person that truly deserved to die, but that could be just a subconscious attempt to justify my desires but either way, I could never take an innocent life.
Sometimes my urges to take someone's life are really strong and drive me crazy but sometimes they aren't there at all, I also have little to no compassion for humanity, I find most humans repulsive, the lives of animals are much more valuable, as animals are pure in there actions. I am quite an antisocial person but I fain interest in the company of my friend and family but mostly like to be alone.
I also have no interest in a relationship or sex. Although I think if I met somebody who had similar urges to myself that may change, but probably not.
Anyway you aren't alone and although I wouldn't say your urges are 'normal', but deep down most people are interested in this type if thing they just can't admit it to themselves, we live in a society of repressed and fake people, it is merely human curiosity.
Please feel free to pm me if you wish.
All the best

It is perfectly normal to have killing urges. Most people forget that we are different from animals in only one perspective: sentience; and that we have evolved while being at the top of the food chain. Needless to say our history is one full of blood from murders and wars and executions.
Science has proven that children obtain characteristics genetically from predecessors, so it is possible that one of your relatives to have been a killer, a soldier, a hunter, etc. You might of have simply randomly inherited his bloodlust genetically.

A recent study in the US has also discovered that over 74% of the populace reported to have had fantasies about killing or murdering someone, proving that the human brain often gives murder as the fastest solution to social problems.

And then there's also the fact that human beings display alpha and beta characteristics in the day to day life. You can see this every where. On the street, at school, at work. There's always a predominant group of alphas that subdue to the rest of betas who don't have violence or the competence to be a natural opponent.

In any case, it is just our predatory nature that manifests more strongly in you, and you should embrace it. But don't let it consume you, for then you will be nothing more than a mere beast that forgot it's intelligence.
User your predator instincts to raise to the top, as you will notice they come very handy in the struggle for power in modern society.
And do ignore some of the people who commented here, most sound like 12 to 15 years old children that only know murder is bad because the law says so, and didn't truly investigate into the matter. Most people here also gave you their personal opinions based on morality and social indoctrination alone, without prior studies of the human behavior. This thing in itself I'd say, is solid proof that the majority of human beings are social creatures that act on instincts like animals, and do not use their intellect capacity to it's full extent.

Dude, I can't say wether it's normal or not because I'm on the opposite end of it. I want a guy to burn me....throw to the ground......tied.....and watch him deliberately toss a match

Well then, Featherclaw if you want my honest opinion, this, (to me at least), is normal. You could say I'm just like you. One of the people with nothing to gain or to lose. Just the urge to murder.....and love every second of it. Anyways, my methods of killing, pretty much anything as long it's painful and leads to death. One thing I hear that's real painful is ripping off fingernails. I have three bladed weapons. Nothing big just a broken pocket knife, a box cutter, and what I believe is a scalpel

So have you killed anyone yet?

What the Fuck is wrong with you people? It's not okay. It's not normal. You wanna kill? Jump off of a large building. That should take the urges away.

"I have a dream about some guy (whom I have never seen before) teaching me how to torture or cut people up in my garage."

Ever watch Dexter??

can we talk caz i have the same reason we need to go for teaa some time its normarl you aint the only one

BOOM headshot.. Jk anyway get some help.

i have all that too, only my hatred for people has turned into utter discust and contempt for everything and merged with my anger i plan on killing my family but i need an mp3/4 first because if i leave i need something to listen to and do. wheni leave i plan to watch house goin murder the occupents and live there for a couple of days maybe order food on their credit cards stuff like that and then move on. and when it comes to sex i feel no need for it but i just need to get laid to like hit that milestone in my life you know. i think i mihgt eat someone too im not sure.

I understand where you are coming from completely. I get the urge almost the same as you describe. I am a sociopath and as such have no empathy for humans at all. However i hold nothing against animals. Sometimes i will just as you described get the urge no matter my mood. My nagging morality is thankfully confined to relationship matters. ie i would gladly bomb a hospital but would never cheat on a parnter. I love knives, i have several different kinds of hunting knives. I usually play with them while i plan my schemes. I have perfected a plan to not only get away with murder but leave no trace at all. As if the person just disappeared. Many of my friends have told me i'm crazy, pyscho and scary. Only one friend truly understands that this is being me being totally restrained. I feel confident that he would help me to kill if i ever asked him to.

I wanted to add that its refreshing to here these sentiments coming from a female. The majority that i know are appauled by my blood-lust and think i'm crazy. It is also nice to here someone else who isn't sorry for who they are. We are different sure but in a lot of ways better because we are the hunters in a society of survival of the strongest. We are the hidden blade up your sleeve waiting to be unleashed.

One last point i was curious as your thoughts on carring weapons outside your home. I sometimes like to have a small flick-knife in my pocket when i go out. This is illegal in australia and my friends tell me its dumb. But just wondering your attitude towards bladed weapons? Or better yet what is the best death you can imagine for your victims.
My all time best was to put an IV of mild acid into a restrained person and watch them burn to death from the inside out.

Get some help man.

i think its normal i had the urge to kill my whole family had to take counseling i wanted to kill everyone i came in contact with.

Wow, what a coincidence. One of my friends once offered herself up to me in a time of depression. I of course declined because I am close to her and it would end up being rather easy to find who killed her. To kill one of my friends I would have to get extremely angry with them.
I'm also currently waiting for the day that my cats bring me a mouse (preferably still alive) so I can take to it with one of my scalpels. I had an opportunity a few months back, by my parents were both home. That's one thing I always loved about Biology, dissecting lots of different things. My favorites would have to be the heart and lungs of a sheep, I always ended up with my hands covered in blood and loved the feel of it. I believe my teacher became wary of me, for he noticed how I always jump for the job of cutting things up, it satisfied the urge a tiny bit. Unfortunately there's no more dissection in controlled environments, so I'll have to conduct my own when one of my two cats finds me a mouse...Or if my neighbor's cat finds its way into my house again, it might never get back out, since I have a strange hatred towards it, even though it doesn't attack my cats. Just the way he walks so happily over my property, I want to grab it and take to it with a knife or something. There is a second cat I'd love to do that to in my street, too.

The killing dream I had a few months ago was with that guy I mentioned in the story at the top of the page, we cut open some random person strapped to a vertical-standing bit of wood and pulled his entrails out, and proceeded to cut off his limbs and stuff like that. Immensely satisfying.

Good idea, but somehow I don't think foreign countries allow females to be torturers, especially the Taliban.

WHY CANT WE JUST BANISH OUR ENEMIES IN A DIFFERENT DIMENSION LIKE RAVEN ??????? AM I RIGHT OR NAH???

Fuck you lowlife piece of Shit
YOU CAN NEVER MAKE EYE CONTACT EVERYTHING YOU GOT IS BASED OFF MY CONTACTS YOU A FRAUD BUT IM A REMAIN ICON STAT BALENCIAGAS ON MY BOOTS ON MY BOOTS WITH THE PYTHON STRAP YOU WAS CAUGHT UP IN THE RUSH YOU WAS CAUGHT UP IN THE THRILL OF IT YOU WAS WITH ME WAY BEFORE I HIT A QUARTER MIL LN IT PUT YOU IN THE CRIB AND YOU AIN'T NEVER PAY A BILL IN IT I WAS KILL IN IT MAN YOU GOT ME POPPIN PILLS INCLUDE IT I TOLD BABY HIT YOU I SAID THIS NIGGA BUGGIN CAUSE I WAS DOING IT FOR US I TOLD EM FUCK THE PUBLIC COULDNT BELIEVE THAT I WAS HOME ALONE CONTEMPLATING OVERDOSIN NO MORE COASTIN NO MORE TOASTIN OVER OCEAN'S THEY SAY YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TILL ITS GONE THEY SAY YOUR DARKEST HOUR COMES BEFORE YOUR DAWN BUT THERES SOMETHING I SHOULD VE ASKED ALL ALONG IM A ASK ON THIS SONG

OMG. I got surprised when I read youre story. It was like you took those words out of my mouth. I too put animals above humans, and birds are my favorite animal. and when I look at my friends and family, I cant get empathy for them when thay get hurt, I just fake that I care. I too go around and think about killing people. It is a thrilling tought. And I think my life is so boring, that that might be some of the reason. And when I get angry, I really want to hurt someone. I have a dog, and I have been hurting him many times not seriously, but I feel bad about it, but at the same time I want to hit him again. But I try to lock him up when that happens.

Also, when I'm hom alone, I get paranoid and grab a knife every time I hear a noice that shouldn't be there.
When I'm at school, I also want to hit my friends. Just to see if they get hurt.

One time, I had a dream. A guy I had never seen before, told me to kill a guy. Suddendly, there was a another person there, and I strangled him. The other guy helped me burry him in the woods. All since I had that dream, Iv'e been killing people in my dreams. One time, I stood in the bathroom, hitting a random guy with an axe. Then, a friend of mine came in, and said:
"Arent you gonna stop killing people soon? It makes to much noice..."
Then I turned around, and looked at myself in the mirror, just to se my face covered in blood. Everytime I have such a dream, I feel strangely happy when I wake up. A few days after that first dream, I strangled my rabbit, and burried him in the wood behind my house.
Seriously, I never tought I would something like that, but I did. And guess what? I only told two of my friends.

wowowowwoowooowwooooooow i kinda feel the same way but really?? lmao u want someone to come rob ur house for an excuse to have to kill them?!?! wtf dude?!?