Is it normal to want to poop in hidden places so others can smell it?

Well, sadly enough it started off with me simply just farting on my paperwork. It gave me a real rush just thinking of all those people who would touch my paperwork and have hands on farty papers. I have recently started thinking about taking a dump somewhere in the office.. some place hidden. It brought such joy to me just thinking of everyone smelling my crap and no one knows where its coming from. SO... I got weak and dropped a log under the sink. It was there for about three days; alone in all it nasty glory. I got scared and cleaned it up because MAN it stank! I sort of regretted it... cleaning it up anyway. I think the next time I do it Ill hide it in the ceiling.