Is it normal to wonder if you're going crazy(er)?
I wonder if I'm losing it. For ages I've been trying to find out what a painting is I can remember seeing in a sci fi book when I was a kid. I know it was real because I drew many of my own versions of it and I still have some of those (horrendous) sketches.
However, after several years of searching I simply haven't been able to find any sign that such a painting or even the book ever existed!
It's only a little thing, not really important in the grand scheme of things but it's driving me bonkers!
Is it normal to let something like this get such a hold of you?