Is it normal to wonder if you're going crazy(er)?

I wonder if I'm losing it. For ages I've been trying to find out what a painting is I can remember seeing in a sci fi book when I was a kid. I know it was real because I drew many of my own versions of it and I still have some of those (horrendous) sketches.
However, after several years of searching I simply haven't been able to find any sign that such a painting or even the book ever existed!
It's only a little thing, not really important in the grand scheme of things but it's driving me bonkers!
Is it normal to let something like this get such a hold of you?

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82% Normal
Based on 38 votes (31 yes)
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  • dirtybirdy

    I remember when I lost my mind. There was something so pleasant about that place... *gazes up and drifts off into thought*

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    • kingofcarrotflowers

      Even your emotions have an echo in so much space

      Had a real Gnarls day today thanks to you :)

      Don't know why I stopped listening to him

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  • junkbud

    Make your best reproduction of it, scan it to a jpeg, upload it to google image search and see what you get.

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  • Ace09

    Who's to say ure crazy?Who's to say they're not crazy?Who's to say I'm not crazy?Who's to say we're all not crazy?

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  • cosmictripster

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qP7StTfEDqw
    Listen to the lyrics in this song. Not sure if it really relates to what you're talking about but it was my first thought after reading your post.

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  • Shrunk

    What did it look like?

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    • It was some space tourists flying in little one-man bubble-shaped pods over a desert scene to view a spaceship wreck. I remember it as being in the style of Peter Elson or Jim Burns.

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      • Guppythethundercat

        Ask about in places like reddit or other areas with larger communities. Some people may know of the art first hand, or a place to look for said art.

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