Is it normal to worship satan?
I acknowledge the existence of God, but I think that this "all-loving" tw*t is just that - an idiot. I actively choose to act against him, holding ceremonies in my garage, ususally with myself, but sometimes I get a few people over to have special rituals where we bleed to appease Satan. I believe that eventually Satan shall win and rise to conquer this pathetic world, and when he does I want to be there to guide him and help him, and burn you useless God-worshipping sheep.
I have been advised to see a counsellor by friends - and listen to deathmetal and deathcore, like Behemoth and DevilDriver and go to as many concerts as possible, and mosh like crazy, just so that I can get hurt to that incredible music.
Should I see someone about this?