Is it normal? voices in my head
i've always heard different voices in my head when i was young and i was mostly lonely so i always use to talk to them and they would make me feel better.
one of them though is really violent, he always tells me that i should hit this person or stab someone for doing something minor like annoying me or messing something up.
none of the voices can control my body but sometimes if i'm really angry he takes over and makes me snap and act very aggressive and shout/hit things. it's never gone to far because he knows in this society violent acts will force you to be confined and controlled in a jail facility and he doesn't want that.
he has been thinking of doing something sneaky like manipulating someone into suicide or purposely drowning or throwing people off a cliff.
i don't want that though and plus i know we don't agree with each other but he is still my friend and the other voices also and he does help me but i'm scared i'll lose control