Is it rational that i'm afraid that i'll get shot in my own home?
I have been looking at the state of my country for awhile now and it looks like it's going to be more authoritarian and I have come to peace with that.
The majority of People seem to want a dystopian regime ruling over them and it's useless trying to fight them when people wish to be lead by a harsh hand.
But I'm scared that I will meet my end at the hands of a corrupt authority figure in the future and that my name will be smeared because of something small in my life.
Is it rational to feel this way I have reached beyond the point of despair because there is no hope.