Is this a normal thing to have a fetish for?
I always get turned on when I read stories of people who died and were brought back to life through methods like cpr (at least if it’s a girl, if it’s a guy I imagine it being a girl in my mind). For some reason it’s especially arousing to me if they didn’t experience any sort of afterlife. Perhaps it’s some sort of hero complex, or something related to fear, or maybe I’m just a sick fuck, I don’t know.