Isn't it normal to go thru all that trouble to get things done, going out?

Children aside, I've been an adult since 18 years, or in my case 16 years (which I considered to be an adult), but once I hit 18, that was it, I had rights that no 16 year old had, to even have strippers if I wanted to, but for some reason my mother never takes photos of me with a topless woman, and never lets me do the dodgy things cousin Lisa does because I'm "not married", adulthood is adulthood, without regard to marital status, all adults have the same rights. I went thru this trouble shopping for quality items, like a hi-tech toothbrush, but I would've believed anything without scepticism, it was easy to make me follow any religion and I would've believed in it for life. It could've happened and I could've been the highly offensive man who did exactly what he wanted if I haven't learned to stay out of trouble. I was a young fool, I admit that, just going thru my first taste as an adult, still learning. But my experience taught me to get wiser, and not be silly enough to believe the first religious book I see. So even now I'm struggling thru life, going thru all that trouble not only to be an adult but to be a man, going out with tact, being careful what I do to children, saying the right thing to strangers, not talking to them, not going out to the pub at night in a taxi, experimenting with fashion, for in my salad days I was very fashionable, not just in clothes, but every guarantee of quality was itself fashion (I was obsessed with fashion), I even listened to that pop music sung by women, which was such good music. When I settled down and stopped being outrageously quirky, that was the day I went thru all that trouble to go shopping for what I believed in without the bullshit of getting everything in stores, but shopping online, which in my opinion is for people with no grip on reality. People thought I was gay, but who cares? They thought I was a queer, both queer in being odd and unconventional, and queer in that I was gay and effeminate, I don't remember acting like a woman, I took my mother's advice and believed in God, and everyone thought I was so sentimentally religious, this was my first salad days of sainthood when you can't do what you want if religion censors you. I understood that. My truth was totally wonderful, it was magical (I was living in a world of elves, fairies and hobgoblins, in other words fantasy). When reality hit me it turned out awful, and that reality hurts, and it's not all pretty pictures, but in my ideal perfect state I'm still to a lesser extent shopping for quality, buying drinks for my diet, I tried every standard vegetarian fad diet in the book and didn't get the results I wanted, things for nuts like me were actually hip, they were popular. Does this not sound like fashion to you? What kind of person was I? A fashionable person, and even now I'm going thru a similar trouble, I'm going thru this trouble, this difficulty, this effort, to settle down in my home with all my purchases, with my books, and with my clothes, to live an ideal life and to change reality, which turns out, only a shared reality is the rule, your reality doesn't only belong to you, it's everyone's to share, as my experience and reflection tells me, it's all about shopping and commercialism, is that normal?

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  • cripplingdepressionman

    To lazy to read but i dont think your mom would like to take pictures of you with topless women. i doubt she want to see you throw away your live. ( i assume your talking about taking drugs and stupid shit like that)

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  • donteatstuffoffthesidewalk

    yalls search for an identity and validation is exhaustin to read about much less how it must be to live

    yall seems obsessed with how the world views yalls personally and tailorin it for maximum effect

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    • Hansberger

      For over 2 weeks the identity was already searched for, and I refused obstinately to change, that would be normal, when you're finally more consistent. In experimenting with liquid fad diets, including one of my own invention (caffeinetarian, just drinking caffeine), I found liquitarian and not waterian or caffeinetarian is a diet that's right for me. I tried waterianism, just drinking water and coconut water, and I don't think it's a healthy diet, I never experienced ill health on it, but having just one food can give you food poisoning, like the potatoes of the Irish. However, the life experiment is over and I'm settled in my beliefs and choices.

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  • cupcake_wants

    Sure it is normal, for what you came from, but I don't quite understand what your goal is.

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    • Hansberger

      Maybe my goal is to get good or quality items, to do what needs to be done, and to find a wiser way to eat, even if it disagrees with the norm or even if it agrees with the norm, it goes either way. I don't recognise myself as anything less than perfect, I just don't know what to think and what to believe. Definitely my goal is to criticise mistakes, to criticise other people's morals pushed on me, to criticise rules, and criticise anyone who doesn't allow my freedom to choose my liquid diet, however idiosyncratic it is, and to criticise anyone who doesn't allow me my freedom to believe anything I want, there's no universal truths, just different ways to interpret them, truth's in the eye of the beholder, I believe what I believe and you believe what you believe and that's the end of it, I'm saying this on behalf of ignorant people who insist an attempt at being smart is stupid. If what I did was normal then let's say it's normal and that'll be that.

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      • cupcake_wants

        In what you eat, are you trying to be healthy, lose weight, bulk up, or what? (I've lost weight and kept it off so I can tell you my techniques).

        For religion, think for yourself. For example some religions persecute someone for being gay. If in your heart you don't agree with that, realize that.

        In my opinion, religion and politics brainwash people.

        If you are really hungry for answers, the universe will answer you in due time. It did for me.

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        • Hansberger

          I'm "eating" for health, weight loss and longevity (I don't know why my last reply was so complicated!).

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