It is normal to feel connected to death?

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For years now I've always had strange experiences with death. Every time a family member has died I've had a feeling it was going to happen and I'd scream hysterically. This has been over the last seven years.
A few weeks ago I was at a party and I hadn't had a drink or done drugs but I ended up wondering off from the party until I got to the hospital, I didn't realise I was there until I started screaming hysterically and a few moments later my grandfather turned up in an ambulance.
He was fine and didn't die, relived but stressed I went out for a cigarette and asked the man beside me for a lighter and he was stone cold and in his hospital gown, he was dead.

I hear voices at time and I've been diagnosed as perfectly sane, but the other day I heads voices of someone saying am I alone? I said no and all I heard was 'please don't be dead! I can't do this!' And then I heard a scream.

Turns out this kid not far from me had the same problem, but he sadly commuted suicide.
I've spoke to a few supernatural and paranormal experts but they can only say I'm either psychic or a banshee.

Does this happen to anyone else?

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  • Banshee
    9 years ago

    I'm a wiccan and I've tried crystals and herbs but nothing helps. I had trouble sleeping the other night at my boyfriends and every time I closed my eyes I saw flashing blue dots across my eyelids, and a noise in my head. I screamed hysterically, about four minutes later I heard a siren and saw flashing blue lights of an abulence out of the window. A man in a street not far from my boyfriend's house had had a heart attack and died in the ambulance.

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  • pixie_dust
    9 years ago

    Sounds kinda creepy, but cool that you have this ability. From what I understand the ancient Egyptians were into death. I think it has to do with them being so enlightened that they see all of their lives in perspective. not just their current one, but anyway, you ought to try meditation with crystals. Try going into a metaphysical store and see what kind of crystal calls to you. Crystals can help you physically, psychologically, spiritually, you name it. If you have a gift like this, I"ll bet you could find a crystal that would really make a difference for you.

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  • Avant-Garde
    9 years ago

    You sound psychic.

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  • Anonnet
    9 years ago

    I agree with green_boogers. Whether your story is real or not, you have a gift. Best not to waste it.

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  • green_boogers
    9 years ago

    Most people would say the challenge is to feel connected to life. But your case might be different. Why not write scary stories? Your post is chillingly articulate; it tingles with suspense.

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